Memoirs of Exploration

Memoirs of Exploration

My soul, mind explorer strong

Atlantic - Indian - Waves

Pull - Push - Along

Trained in Fire and Ice

North - South - East

Greenland - Open - Seas

Becoming first, becoming one

Speed - Distance - Time

Exploration - In - Mind

Nature hums, rower dares

Ocean - Current - Gaze

Adversity - To - Brave

Equator to Pole

Cold - Hot - Views

Journeys - In - Canoes

Expedition to the unknown

Wind - Wave - Moan

Strength - Not - Alone

Traversing night and day

Dark - Light - Dream

Isn't - What it - Seems

Breaking barriers, leading the way

First - Last - Crew

Oceans - I - Knew

Icy realms, life still prevails

Seal - Narwhal - Whale

Frozen - Nature's - Tales

Navigating rudderless

Exhale - Sigh - Exert

Albatross - Cry - Bird

Between exhaustion and the will to stay

Paddle - Heart - Beat

Success - Bittersweet

Browsed Akasha with an oar

Mystic - Record - Scroll

Past - Present - Soul


call for editorial guidelines to Jerry Kobalenko, the editor of The Explorers Web.

This is my request to Jerry Kobalenko, the editor of the Explorer’s Web to develop editorial guidelines.

The Explorers Web is known for calling out other explorers for not following the guidelines in the field. Nevertheless they never established or acted upon any set of guidelines themselves. Editorial guidelines are a standard of decency for any respected newspaper or magazine. The following experience makes me post this request:

Jerry commented my achievement:

-No reader would assume that an expedition that aborts its original goal and changes its end point to a much closer place because of problems is "complete," despite covering some arbitrary minimum distance. To aver otherwise is to play the word games that Ash Routen wrote about yesterday concerning land-based Antarctic expeditions. Thank you for pointing out our misunderstanding of when your crew mate was injured. That has been corrected.

I responded to this comment (screenshot):

-The Southern Ocean boundaries are as arbitrary as they can be. You have been confusing them yourself in the past articles. (referring to the Explorers Web mentioning latitude 40S as the Southern Ocean, being literally as incorrect as calling the waters north of Spain the Arctic Ocean).

"Aborts its original goal" as you have phrased it in your response sounds good, please phrase it this way in the headline. Shackleton’s route was not reenacted, I agree on that, you question however the completion of the row on the Southern Ocean. The guidelines regarding distances have been available on the Ocean Rowing Society website for a long time. I am not sure if you ever studied them, but you assume that you know better, so please explain to me what it means to you to complete a row on the Southern Ocean?

After 3 attempts I gave up and messaged Jerry:

-May I ask why you removed my comment?

Jerry responded:

-You commented fairly on our story. I responded with ExplorersWeb’s position. The reader has been served.

I wrote as a response:

-Jerry, but your response opened another theme, where you invalidate a significant part of our achievement. I think it would be fair to allow me to relate to it, and ask you as I attempted on what basis you invalidate it, and define when this achievement would be valid. For now it is just your judgment and it is not enough. Because if you wrap your mind around an attempt to define what it means to complete a row on the Southern Ocean, which is a ring 200nm thick in some areas, you will see how challenging this definition is and probably also come up with minimum distance criteria. And very likely you would conclude it should be the same or smaller than in the Arctic open waters, due to the difficulty level being higher. It is also worth admitting that if you don't want to relate to things which are arbitrary, you should disregard the sheer concept of the Southern Ocean as it is as arbitrary as things can be, and additionally one end of it fluctuates as ice index goes from season to season. And I think it is about being able to defend your statements, not only about the reader being served, because following this logic we could say that the expedition is about the audience being served, not about the validity of the achievement. And I think as you phrased in your post: "aborted its original destination" is a fair headline as a result.

By the way, I changed my post on my website, clarifying that we didn't achieve our goal in terms of retracing the James Caird Voyage.

Jerry never responded.

It is worth noting that previously Jerry asked me to comment another article where guidelines and integrity were addressed.

Update from 16th of February 2023: 2 weeks later The Explorers Web again confuses the boundaries of the Southern Ocean and calls an expedition that reached 59°S and never even entered the Antarctic / Southern Ocean "completed” expedition on the Antarctic Ocean. Additionally The Explorers Web mentions that the Elephant Island is 2000km from the Antarctic Peninsula while in reality it is 140km from the Antarctic Peninsula. I guess The Explorers Web still knows better. Screenshot attached below. I hope by the time you read it they have corrected this.

so I posted the following comment:

the next day the following changes were made to the text, my comment however was removed again:

Here you can read a well written BBC article on the Expedition of Antonio De La Rosa, quite contrary story to the one Jerry chooses regardless of being informed about his lack of understanding it.

Finally I messaged Jerry the following:

I have to say that this is really odd that you, who is always calling other explorers, who is the guardian of integrity, reads my comment, applies (some) corrections that my comment points, and deletes the comment. This is really not a statement of integrity and not a journalism or editorial standard.

Moreover, the article is still wrong. The expedition you are writing about never entered the Southern Ocean / Antarctic Ocean. Why won't you once research where this ocean is located? I am making the same remark for the 5th time. (referring to other articles in the past). This expedition happened on the South Atlantic, reaching 59S before turning north. The whole paragraph and the headline is wrong. It was not a human powered expedition either, but mostly a sailing voyage.

I think it is also a high time to write down the editorial guidelines like all the serious newspapers do.

The Shackleton Mission update 21.01.2023

Our row reached land by our own power and completed the over 400 nautical miles minimum distance requirement to be approved as a completed open waters row in the polar area. (for coastal rows in polar areas minimum requirement is 700nm). 400nm is the distance between Norway and Svalbard for example, which was rowed more than once. Therefore it was the first row from the Antarctic continent and the first row on the Southern Ocean South to North. In polar areas only south to north and north to south directions are considered while on the Atlantic, Indian and Pacific Oceans only east to west and west to east directions are considered. It was also the southernmost start of an ocean rowing expedition. Additionally it became the first row completely within the boundaries of the Southern Ocean. Drake row for example only partially happened on the southern ocean. Southern ocean is a ring actually and it is difficult to row completely within it. It consists of the waters encircling Antarctica above 60S.

In ocean rowing, marginal seas are adjudicated only in the polar areas and we covered significant polar part of the Scotia Sea, the part that belongs to the Southern Ocean, not South Pacific. the row covered 400nm of the polar part of the Scotia sea. Therefore it is the first row on the Scotia Sea, not across the Scotia Sea just like the row from California to Hawaii is a row on the Pacific, not across the Pacific. This is the only difference regarding the titles we aimed and we achieved. The remaining ones are achieved regardless of our change of route. Therefore I mentioned in the initial post that we secured most of our titles.

It also became the fastest polar row, we completed half of our route in 6 days, which means maintaining this speed would make us complete the entire route in less than 12 days. The first half of our route was definitely the more challenging one. Our average speed was over 2,8knots. It was also the longest distance rowed on the Southern Ocean. Please note 10 years ago polar rows were moving less than 1knot average, so our distance would be rowed in over 60 days by Row to the Pole expedition speed or 24 days by Arctic Row speed for example.

The Shackleton Mission update 18.01.2023

We finished our expedition in Laurie Island. We did not retrace the entire James Caird Voyage but we completed a row on the Southern Ocean. The main reason for changing our destination from South Georgia Island to Laurie Island was evacuation of my first mate, Dr Mike Matson. He was the last person that I expected to lose during this expedition, therefore I would have never come up with plan B or plan C that would secure such eventuality. He was the most dedicated and the most engaged team member and the best rower. He made it possible for us to get the TEC flag #97. The decision to evacuate him has been tormenting me. He got seasick which wasn't expected. I always ask about sea sickness susceptibility when I recruit rowers. He didn't get sea sick on a sailboat across the Drake Passage right before the expedition, which was a very shaky crossing and even my stomach wasn't the happiest during this one. But it can happen to anyone. I was thinking if we could keep him on board and row to South Orkney Islands without evacuating him. But I decided to make a call and move him to our supervising vessel. It was the right call. As we were moving, the temperature remained around 1 degree, and he would have never heated up staying with us, which was critical to his health. What does sea sickness have to do with heating up? On low latitudes where 99% of ocean rows happen, not much. This expedition however was objectively my most difficult row weather-wise and logistics wise. It required a lot of extra effort to start from Antarctica, and both starting and ending in cold weather. This year hasn't been the warmest, either. It was 6 degrees in Ushuaia prior to our departure due to El Nino. Typically, at least one end of my journey would be in a relatively warmer place. Getting sea sick here causes a domino effect. The outcome varies depending on the grade of one’s sickness, but once it gets intense, you won't be able to digest food or absorb calories. Here we don't have any other way to heat ourselves up than rowing and it requires calories. So, we typically stay in 2 layers or 3 layers of clothing, only base layer or base + mid under the rowing suit, which makes us warm enough yet not overheating when we row. In the cabin the temperature may be a few degrees, but not enough to warm up when you are cold and you not moving - especially when getting hypothermia. Additionally everything is wet in the cabins. Mike seemed to be very cold proof. In the Antarctica when we were working on our boat, I was walking in 3 layers while he was only wearing a t-shirt, which I found impressive. So it would never occur to me that I would have to teach him anything about staying warm. - Back to the problem, another thing is that a seasick rower who can’t digest food could try to continue performing simply to stay warm, but they won't be able to absorb electrolytes which will immediately increase injuries. Lastly, they won't be able to absorb anti-inflammatories to prevent injuries or maintain them at a safe level.

I typically recruit a 6 person crew, as I know there needs to be at least two good rowers on each shift to be able to keep a difficult heading when on very strong winds. Again, I repeat that Polar Rowing has nothing to do with Trade Winds routes such as the most frequently rowed Atlantic Ocean. In Polar areas, winds come from all sorts of directions and you need to spend a lot of effort to keep your course as wind naturally makes the boat broach immediately once human power is not generating enough propulsion. So, 2 good rowers at a time a boat our size are enough to keep a difficult heading on very strong winds.

Another part of this story is that from the beginning, Jamie was weaker due to undergoing heart surgery prior to the row. He also didn't follow the preparations schedule following his surgery recovery because he got a lung infection which I only learned about in Ushuaia. Therefor, the boat was broaching often when he was on his shift. I knew we were only 4 capable rowers left. My experience is that typically at least 2 rowers get injured. I knew that if one of the 4 rowers gets injured, we are in trouble, as there won't be a possibility of keeping 2 good rowers on each shift.

My intuition wasn't wrong. Lisa got injured a day prior to our arrival. This means that if we were on our way to South Georgia, we would have had to abandon our expedition. Lisa's share of human power was significant. I recruited her for her skills, not just to be politically correct.

This change of route however did still secure most of our expected titles for us, even though we didn't reenact Shackleton or maybe we did, because Stefan joked that a proper reenactment of Shackleton is to never reach your planned destination, making a bigger adventure of it instead. So we did.)

I also knew that this rerouting may speed up Mike's access to proper medical care as a doctor and a basic medical facility awaited him at Orcadas, Argentinian Polar Station at South Orkney Islands.

In the end, I had thoughts that Mike became our eponymous Chippy McNish, except for the disputes, we never had any collision. I respected his expertise and skills. Yet, despite being the most dedicated team member, he won't receive the share of the titles he fully deserves. It made me cry a few times while still on Mrs Chippy. Many times I have asked myself whether or not I did anything wrong, whether I could have prevented this in any way. It feels like an odd way to leave the stage for me. Once I was an explorer.....

Being an explorer however is not just about going on expeditions. It is an approach to life...

Thank you to Mike and all the team for making it possible. It was an intense adventure.

The Shackleton Mission update 11.01.2023

We are departing today. I am a few kgs down, a lot of days with no workout, crossing drake, sleepless nights, and foodless days, trying to make things work at King George Island. Can't wait to finally be in a peaceful place in the middle of the ocean, and have all this commotion behind me.

You won't see us in a custom made suits cause they didn't arrive in time. Our battery backup also didn't arrive in time. I hope we will be fine regardless.

List of my Favorite Movies / The meaning of Indigenous People

LIST OF MY FAVORITE MOVIES / THE MEANING OF INDIGENOUS PEOPLE

This is probably the best article I’ve ever written. It is about Indigenous peoples and to some degree about myself. It was published by National Geographic Poland; here is Google Translate version

It was later republished in English by Explorers Web

There are also two more great interviews that I would like to share, I mean exceptionally good and completely uncensored. These touch upon the topic of the article above as well:

Thank you, ambitious journalists for making the effort to develop good questions and for having the courage to publish.

We enter the future facing the past...

WE ENTER THE FUTURE FACING THE PAST

Like a man rowing a boat that floats on the tide, we enter the future facing the past. Our eyes see only the landscape of the past; what tomorrow looks like, nobody knows.
— Paul Valéry

We enter the future facing the past…

Very original and in depth interview by National Geographic Poland

Check English version via Google Translate

Great Interview

Great interview that smoothly captures the depth and breadth of my work.

Chartered Geographer

 
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CHARTERED GEOGRAPHER of the Royal Geographical Society

I am honored to receive this award and be approved in this standard.

I think one of geography’s greatest strengths - one of its greatest pleasures - as a discipline, is the way that it gathers together very different talents and skills, and puts them to work together in the task of understanding the world we all share.
— Professor Gillian Rose at RGS

Depth Psychology Studies

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Depth Psychology Studies

Today I defended my thesis at the C.G. Jung Institute in Zurich. What comes to my mind is a fragment of “The Lake” by Edgar Allan Poe:

“In spring of youth it was my lot
To haunt of the wide world a spot
The which I could not love the less-
So lovely was the loneliness
Of a wild lake, with black rock bound,
And the tall pines that towered around.

But when the Night had thrown her pall
Upon that spot, as upon all,
And the mystic wind went by
Murmuring in melody-
Then- ah then I would awake
To the terror of the lone lake.

Yet that terror was not fright,
But a tremulous delight-
A feeling not the jewelled mine
Could teach or bribe me to define-….”

I received a prestigious note for this accomplishment

Special thanks to those who dedicated extra effort to support me in this journey: Haukur Ingi Jonasson, Marianne Meister-Notter, Tomasz Pasikowski, Mark Winborn, Ursula Brasch, Krystyna Weglowska-Rzepa, Gerold Roth, Gerhard Kubik, Ronja Hübscher, Jeames Philip, Max Black, and others whose support I may not know about.

Honorary Master Mariner

HONORARY MASTER MARINER

I feel extraordinarily honored to receive an Honorary Master Mariner from the Association of Master Mariners at Maritime University in Gdynia, Poland.

Honorary degrees are awarded very selectively in Poland. Master Mariner is the highest internarional seafarer qualification. In Poland, one needs to study for approximately 8 years to achieve it. There have been only a handful of Honorary Master Mariner titles awarded by the Association of Master Mariners in Gdynia. Among these recipients are some notable names such as Lech Walesa and Pope Francis.

Ice Age haiku

ICE AGE HAIKU

In dawning light
Watching icebergs
Coming out of age

Ice Age haiku, photo: Fiann Paul

Ice Age haiku, photo: Fiann Paul

Long way home

The Sirens by N.C. Wyeth

The Sirens by N.C. Wyeth

“Long way home
Sea so deep
Hard way home
Sea so addictive

I find myself in waves
But in truth I'm going home…
…I find myself in mermaids
But in truth I'm going home”

-Fragment of “Odysseus” by The Dumplings:

Yamana People

The Pearl Button

Splendid portrayal of the beautiful ones who were drowned in the dark tides of humanity.

The Pearl Button

Yamana people who had resided in the Cape Horn area for 10,000 years have been “rounding the horn” solo, fully human-propelled as teenagers as young as 12.y.o. in their primitive self-made paddle boats, as part of their traditional canoe-faring hunter-gatherers lifestyle. By the middle of the 20th century Chilean government restricted their small boat journeys due to being "too dangerous".

I have seen so many of them who live lives that eclipse the difficulty level of the most pioneering expeditions. They just don’t know there is any reason to talk about it. They definitely taught me something.


Aboard Braveheart

I feel very proud of my team and our accomplishment, this is making history!

I am completely recovered, because since a few days we are aboard a ship that carries us and the row boat back to Punta Arenas. I have only one minor injury still healing. What bothers me the most is that I miss workout!

Yesterday dolphins were accompanying us again and I constantly have these memories of the most wildlife I have ever seen on any ocean row, later topped up with the majestic view of the Antarctica when we sighted it for the first time.

Rare birds, fish and sea mammals... From killer whales to non-killer whales

People often ask me why I do it and while It used to be a personal quest, now, I just want to live of what I love to do, expeditions and public speaking is big part of it.

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